http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514 Wed, 19 Nov 2014 23:22:16 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=4.0.38 http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514&cpage=1#comment-309 Tue, 24 Aug 2010 19:10:52 +0000 http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514#comment-309 angry…correction

]]> http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514&cpage=1#comment-308 Tue, 24 Aug 2010 19:10:24 +0000 http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514#comment-308 I never got anger when I was told that I was a type 1…15 years ago. In fact, I wasn’t even scared. I wasn’t in denial either. I just did what I was supposed to do to survive, and honestly didn’t allow myself to feel anything. It became like a job that I don’t get paid to do other than the benefit of doing it all again tomorrow. I still have that relationship with it really. I walked into diabetes like this thing isn’t going to beat me. However, now I’m having a delayed response. Now, I do get mad, but honestly I think that I needed too.. Everyone was like your taking this just so well and think that I’m so strong by my actions. I still have a fighter spirit, but not as much as I used to 15 years ago. I am tired and am not getting the results of checking my sugar 15 times a day and more at times. Mine is not under control and honestly feeling angry about zero results is a normal response to have unlike my lack of response before. I have doctors that make me feel like they aren’t on my team and bully me into their way and not my way with my disease. It isn’t about negativity at all. It is about feeling what you feel about everything is incorporated into your disease. Some people have wonderful insurance, doctors, nurses, and dietians, and there are others that do not. I am one of the most positive people that I know…my friends will vow to this, however there are just days that you wish that your diabetes could be like it use to be. I am angry about that…I should be. Not everyone has the same experience. I appreciate you sharing your thoughts on yours. I use to be the person that you are discribing in a way, but nowdays it wears on me.

]]> http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514&cpage=1#comment-306 Tue, 24 Aug 2010 15:29:34 +0000 http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514#comment-306 That’s not the point!! It’s just another more private perspective that may not get out as often as I think maybe it should.

]]> http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514&cpage=1#comment-305 Tue, 24 Aug 2010 14:17:45 +0000 http://blog.diabetesoutside.com/?p=514#comment-305 OK. Now I’m crying and scared.

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