23 Years Today

March 14th, 2011 by Amy Gonsalves Leave a reply »

I don’t like to use this blog to toot my own horn (who needs more of that; have you watched TV lately?!) but I do think it is important to use milestone days to mark progress in our lives.

23 years ago this afternoon, I was diagnosed with type one diabetes.  That photo is of me 23 years ago exactly.

Me, now a type one diabetic.

Stopped at home after my doctor diagnosed me. On my way to the hospital for my four day stay.

It still makes me sad to see it.  I was such a sick little girl!!

I know a lot of people refer to their diagnosis date as their diabirthday.  I never have, and I don’t think I ever will, in large part because I don’t think I was born that day! 

I’ve always been me.  Before and after diagnosis.  Sure, I lost my way at times, and sure, I spent years in fear of my diabetes.  But I’ve always been me.

I'm the one in purple; my diabetes is black; circa 1993.

THAT is one thing I’ll celebrate today. 

Another thing I’ll celebrate today is a year of blogging!  I hope some of you have found some of the posts amusing, thought-provoking, motivating, informative, and I hope most of the posts you have read have assured you that you are not alone with your struggles with diabetes.

Yet another thing I celebrate on the anniversary of my diagnosis?  I celebrate that I’m not that sick little girl anymore. 

I celebrate that I’m not the scared teenager anymore. 

I celebrate that my diabetes led me to the people I’ve gotten to meet and learn from that I wouldn’t know existed were I never diagnosed. 

I celebrate and am thankful for each of these things, and never ever take any of it for granted. 

If I hadn’t gone through any of those struggles, I wouldn’t be who I am.  I wouldn’t be able to relate to those currently struggling and I wouldn’t know I could help families, parents, kids, teens, and adults living with diabetes.  I wouldn’t be motivated to take care of my body in the same way: through exercise, healthy living, and with gratitude and I hope grace and humility (today excepted).

Thank you for being a part of my life with diabetes, and thank you for inviting me into your life!

Amy

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